Gambling Addiction / eleven elevens

I've got a gambling addiction

And I confuse love with attention

So I keep betting everything

That I have on people who don't stay

I've got a gambling addiction

But I don't raise, I don't call I go all in

All of the time

On people who don't feel the same

So, I keep losing to the house

I'll never learn my lesson

Losing to the house

Because it's just a guessing game

I haven't figured out how to play in moderation

But with all of my losses someday

I'm probably gonna win

I've got a gambling addiction

And I place bets based off affection

But I never stay when I should so I always catch 22

I've got a gambling addiction

But I'm bad at bluffing and making predictions

So love is a lottery where I always lose

I keep losing to the house

I'll never learn my lesson

Losing to the house

Because it's just a guessing game

I haven't figured out how to play in moderation

But with all of my losses someday

I'm probably gonna win

I wanna be:

Pulling lucky numbers

And praying to lucky stars

Finding four-leaf clovers

And counting all of my cards

But I'm walking under ladders

Seeing black cats

Spilling table salt

And stepping on every crack

And yet I'm still trying to turn my thirteens

Into sevens

So I'm crossing all my fingers

And I'm pressing all my luck

Cos I know misfortune just won't be enough

To keep me from betting it all on love, again

That's why I keep losing to the house

I'll never learn my lesson

Losing to the house

Because it's just a guessing game

I haven't figured out how to play in moderation

But with all of my loses someday

I'm probably gonna win, right?

I spent all my eleven elevens

On someone that didn't want me back

Every time you'd ask me what I wished for

And every time I'd tell you that I couldn't tell you that

Or else it wouldn't come true

No I never said a word

But every time I was wishing for you

I drove an hour and a half

To go to a mall I knew had a fountain

And I fished every coin I had out of my car

And one by one I tossed them all in

And I prayed that wherever you were at

One of those wishes on one of those coins

Was gonna get you to love me back