The Kicker

Well it's snowing for the second time this winter

I'm glad i didn't but I wish I kissed her and

I've been contemplating resolutions

I blocked the user but she made a new one

I'm at a loss why I still can't hate her

The lines I've crossed for a perfect stranger

Maybe I'm sick and I need an obsession

Maybe it's love and the timings up to heaven

If it's as real as it feels

Wouldn't she be here still?

And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker"

Well there's a ghosts in these walls

She says nothing at all

But there ain't a single day I don't feel her

Now every stone has turned

You're a lesson learned

And I'm one that you get to work through

Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you

You get to fall asleep in a bed

With a girl who chose you

Ain't that the kicker?

I hate that I still wonder if it's what you wanted?

You said you're all mine and it left me haunted

If I go crazy put your name down on the paper

Cause of death: a fucking serial dater

Maybe I'm mixing up the signs

You're really not a bad guy

You could even be the one if I this one slide

There's a lake at the bottom of our river

Baby, you're lucky that I'm such a forgiver

If it's as real as it feels

Wouldn't she be here still?

And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker"

Well there's a ghosts in these walls

She says nothing at all

But there ain't a single day I don't feel her

Now every stone has turned

You're a lesson learned

And I'm one that you get to work through

Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you

You get to fall asleep in a bed

With a girl who chose you

You chose her too

Ain't that the kicker?

You chose her too

Ain't that the kicker?

Don't tell me you love me

If you don't mean it like that

You don't mean it like that

You don't mean it like that

Don't tell me you're coming back

You don't mean it like that

You don't mean it like that

You don't mean it like that

There's a lake (Don't tell me you love me)

At the bottom of our river (If you don't mean it like that)

Baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver

(You don't mean it like that)

(You don't mean it like that)

There's a lake (Don't tell me you're coming back)

At the bottom of our river (You don't mean it like that)

Baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver

(You don't mean it like that)

(You don't mean it like that)

(I search for you in everyone)

There's a lake (Don't tell me you love me)

(I fear I'll never find you)

At the bottom of our river

(If you don't mean it like that)

Baby you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver

(You don't mean it like that)

(I search for you in everyone)

(You don't mean it like that)

There's a lake (Don't tell me you're coming back)

(I came here to come unglued)

At the bottom of our river

(You don't mean it like that)

Why'd the lord make me such a forgiver?

(You don't mean it like that)

(I search for you in every-)

(You don't mean it like that)

If it's as real as it feels

Wouldn't she be here still?

And my friends say "Ain't that the kicker"

Well there's a ghosts in these walls

She says nothing at all

But there ain't a single day I don't feel her

Now every stone has turned

You're a lesson learned

And I'm one that you get to work through

Oh, how dare you say this ain't easy for you

You get to fall asleep in a bed

With a girl who chose you

You chose her too

Ain't that the kicker?

Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver?

(snowing for the second time this winter)

Ain't that the kicker?

Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver?

(i'm glad i didn't but i wish i kissed her)

Ain't that the kicker?

Why'd the Lord make me such a forgiver?

(I chose you, I chose you)

(the lines i've crossed for a perfect stranger)

Ain't that the kicker?

Why'd the lord make me such a forgiver?

Ain't that the kicker?