chill pill

I just took a chill pill, and now I'm trippin' out

Those who don't love me are the ones I think about

Its a habit I should try to break

Broken heart broken bones its difficult to elevate

Can't see the positives

I guess I'm blind to happiness

Used to be a happy kid

Until these people laughed at me

I used to follow them

But now I'm focused on this rappin' shit

People fallin' off cause they too focused on that trappin' shit

They throw their lives away in a minute

They'll be gone when I get it

I'm working harder than a martyr

With their god in a tenants

Shout out to my descendants

Who goin' chillin' in Venice

Because they worked hard

And finally got to know what the bread is

So much money to be made

But I won't chase it. I quit

Doin' these drugs because

Plugs constantly lacing em' hallucinations

Aint fun when ya face it

Negation saton you patiently

Waiting for him to punish your life that's tainted

You cant be wealthy if you ain't healthy

Barely listen to anything that they try to tell me

I won't mess with the products that they gonna try to sell me

Ima cut connections. I hope people don't try to hit my celly

I get mad at all the simple-minded conversations

I see the world from an ariel view. I'm on a spaceship

People want to fit in so bad they become invasive

They be talking to everyone trying to find a placement

They want attention like drama queens in my mentions

Say I'm acting pretentious

I thank em' for those impressions

Uh, It's all a numbers game

Gotta go through to growing pains

Yeah, empathetic I know the shame

They got passion I show the same

They try to numb problems with Novocain

Any problem that I've had is one I've overcame

I make my own rules

I'm livin' life with no restraints

Its risky business

Ima go all in like a poker game

Yeah

They better know my name