awful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy

But I'm awful

Keep it all inside

Put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy

But I'm awful

Keep it all inside

Put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

I can't even see right now messed up

How am I gonna walk when I can't get up

In the hall I'm a student

Lights off watch your whole movement

And you treat me like a bad guy

Got to keep my head high

Everyone on standby

Nobody to stand by

Got to keep a hold of myself

If I would've let go, you would have fell

Push the bullshit into my head

Never listen to what you said

Check the bullshit into my head

Never listen to what you

Oh I felt like I tried so hard

But it's never enough or a little bit too much

I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling

Cut my skin like it's peeling

Heartbeat pull it out my chest

See? crush it into mess

We never really meant

I rip open your legs

Meat eat it oh so fresh

Bleed run myself to death

See? ain't it oh so blessed

She opened up my head

Maybe I'm not the bad guy

But I'm awful

Keep it all inside

Put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy

But I'm awful

Keep it all inside

Put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful