Seem Better

And there you go again

Breaking my heart

Even when i've loved you from the start

I gave you what you deserve

But you only give me your worst

Who am i to you

Who am i to you

You don't wanna hurt nobody else

I told myself

That maybe you're not sure if this will last or a phase that will pass

But do i keep you up at night

When you lay in your bed

Do i keep you up at night

Running through your mind

But i can't deny

After all these years, i'm wishing you were mine

And my flaws, you knew them all

Crush me with your bones

Fill my head with lunacy

Consume me

Baby, i know that we're so toxic

But you're the better half of me

Without you where would i be

You showed me my whole worth

And you used to be my Earth

Who am i to you

Who am i to you

Even if we did turned back

We can't have what we had

You seem better off now, on your own

And i taste the ice that coats your tone

You come when you're lonely

And call out her name

When you're looking at me

You see her instead

How do i compete

When i'll never win

(Of course i knew that i was never worth your time,

But i desperately wanted it to be me

I wanted you to just look at me

I was stupid, it's crazy how one person can dictate

How i feel

And how i should feel

And how i live,

But i can't do this anymore)

But i can't deny

After all these years, i'm wishing you were mine

And my flaws, you knew them all

Crush me with your bones

Fill my head with lunacy

Consume me

But i can't deny

After all these years, i'm wishing you were mine

And my flaws, you knew them all

Crush me with your bones

Just crush me with your bones

If hurt is all i know

How do i let you go?