I Kinda Don't

It's kinda hard to put my finger on

What it was in me to make the call

To call it off

I didn't even

Wanna believe it

I kinda thought I'd have a little more time

I'd right my wrongs and I'd apologise

And we'd be fine

But I didn't

And it isn't

And wanna know what really makes this hard?

You're just as sweet as everybody says you are

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kinda wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him

And seeing you ain't hard

I kinda hope it works out for you both

But then again

I kinda don't

♪

I kinda hate that I love those shoes

And how that lipstick is the perfect shade on you

It gets to me

That I wanna buy you another drink

But every time his name rolls off your lips

It reminds me you're the reason mine will never be on his

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kinda wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him

And seeing you ain't hard

I kinda hope it works out for you both

But then again

I kinda don't

I was happier just putting the blame on you

Now you've gone and took that from me too

And I kinda wanna hate you

Kinda wanna be you

Kinda wish I never had to walk in to this bar

'Cause now I see what he sees

You're everything I can't be

I can't pretend I'm over him

And seeing you ain't hard

I kinda hope it works out for you both

I kinda hope I find the strength to let him go

But then again

I kinda don't

♪

I kinda don't

I kinda don't