...And If I Did, You Deserved It.

I want a new pair of shades, get paid to wear shoes

Do what I say, don't say what I do when we're alone now

High up but a low-down

You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife

And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror

I wanna be safe from the fame, be loved from afar

Not thousand miles away, where you can't see my scars

Get my good side, from where you can't get on my bad side

You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife

It's just my luck, these motherfuckers talking smack on a guy

But I'm deserving every word they could begin to apply

Well, at least they know now

That I really don't care what you think or what you say

Either that or I do way too much, oh well, whatever, either way

My heart's empty and I'm tryna fill it up

But it's not big enough for the both of us

I want no less than the best, but best I can do is

Do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you

I'm realistic

Said the cis man wearing lipstick

If I keep beating myself up, I'll keep on winning the fight

And get my ass kicked, I'm poisonous, not toxic

I'll admit when I'm wrong, but only to be right

And if it fits in the song, I'll rhyme that with contrived

Don't meet your idols

Don't tell me I'm your idol

You know, the only label that I'll sign is in the DSM-5

'Cause my flaws are sorta on the pathological side

Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick

'Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich and that's the only difference

And I really don't care what you think or what you say

Either that or I do way too much, oh well, whatever, either way

My heart's empty and I'm tryna fill it up

But it's not big enough for the both of us

And if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror

Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror

Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror

More than I already would

'Cause man, I'm looking good

And I really don't care what you think or what you say

Either that or I do way too much, oh well, whatever, either way

My heart's empty and I'm tryna fill it up

But it's not big enough for the both of us

And I really don't care what you think or what you say

I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah, you oughta stay away

My heart's fucking empty and I'm tryna fill it up

But it's not big enough for the both of us