Good Grief

It never gets better, just easier

Time doesn't really heal anything

It just helps you forget the way that it hurt

When it hurt really bad

What didn't kill me never made me stronger

Sometimes it just made me wish it would have

'Cause I'm not a fighter

I haven't been for a long time

Lying and saying I'm tired when people ask me if I'm alright

The mourning and missing

And grieving someone that wasn't mine to lose

Turned into survivors guilt when I started moving on too

My pain's a testament to how much you meant to me

I know it wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't good grief

I hope you know that I loved you more than anything

And it wouldn't hurt this bad if it wasn't good grief

No call, no text, no warning

No reason as to why

Good God, good grief, good mourning

You never said goodbye

No call, no text, no warning

I'm still searching for signs

Good God, good grief, good mourning

I'll never say goodbye

Good goodbye

My pain's a testament to how much you meant to me

I know it wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't good grief

I hope you know that I loved you more than anything

I hope you know that I love you more than anything

And it wouldn't hurt this bad if it wasn't good grief