Who I've Become

On another red eye

From L.A. to Nashville

I'm so tired

I'll smile but I'm sad

Still it's lonely

Between cities of people

Who don't know me

They don't know me

Do I even know myself?

I've closed my eyes

I'm scared of who I've become

I live in disguise

As if it heals the harm I've done

My reflection screams

That you're not enough anymore

Forget all your dreams

You were better off before

I don't know who I've become

In the back seat of my Uber

From the airport to get home

I asked her

What's it like, late at night

Driving strangers

She said, it's lonely

No one even knows me

They don't know me

But do I even know myself?

I've closed my eyes

I'm scared of who I've become

I live in disguise

As if it heals the harm I've done

My reflection screams

That you're not enough anymore

Forget all your dreams

You were better off before

I've closed my eyes

I'm scared of who I've become

I live in disguise

As if it heals the harm I've done

My reflection screams

You're not enough anymore

Forget all your dreams

You were better off before

I don't know who I've become