I Don't Deserve It

I wanna look confident, I wanna be tough

I spent 24 years alone, hiding from everyone

But then you came along and we fell in love

I'm not used to being seen this much by anyone

I've been invisible since I was a child

I'm good at comforting myself when I cry

And all this time I didn't know the reason why

But I can see it now with you by my side

When you look at me

When you ask me how I'm doing

When you take the time to get to know me

It's all too much

When you talk to me

It's the simple things that kill me

And I love the way you love me

But I feel like I don't deserve it

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I don't deserve it

The way I see myself, it isn't right

Undeserving, so unworthy of a minute of your time

And I just can't be myself, I try so hard

I want to earn love and affection so I play my part

I've been invisible since I was a child

It's hard to sit here now and let you see me cry

And yeah it's painful always keeping this inside

But when you look into my eyes I wanna run and hide

When you look at me

When you ask me how I'm doing

When you take the time to get to know me

It's all too much

When you talk to me

It's the simple thing that kill me

And I love the way you love me

But I feel like I don't deserve it

I feel like I deserve to be alone

I feel like I am worst than everyone

And I've always felt this way

But you still love me as I am

You still want me and I just don't understand

When you look at me

When you ask me how I'm doing

When you take the time to get to know me

It's all too much

When you talk to me

It's the simple things that kill me

And I love the way you love me

But I feel like I don't deserve it

When you look at me

When you ask me how I'm doing

When you take the time to get to know me

It's all too much

When you talk to me

It's the simple things that kill me

And I love the way you love me

But I feel like I don't deserve it

I love the way you love me

But I feel like I don't deserve it

♪

I don't deserve it