LIVE A LIE

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I been crying out for help, ain't nobody gonna see

That I'm not fine

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I don't really wanna talk, I don't even wanna speak

So I say I'm doing fine just to live another lie

When you look into my eyes does it look like I'm okay?

All these emotions in my brain like a game ion wanna play

Yeah You ask me if I'm fine what the fuck am I supposed to say

But don't worry about me like always I'll be

Okay

Putting on a fake smile for everyone else to see

Yeah, you say you care but in the end would you help me?

Now I'm lost inside my head current rapid in this sea

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I been crying out for help, ain't nobody gonna see

That I'm not fine

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I don't really wanna talk, I don't even wanna speak

So I say I'm doing fine just to live another lie

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I been crying out for help, ain't nobody gonna see

That I'm not fine

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I don't really wanna talk, I don't even wanna speak

So I say I'm doing fine just to live another lie

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I been crying out for help, ain't nobody gonna see

That I'm not fine

I don't really fucking know who I even wanna be

All I know is that I'm lost, my emotions are at sea

I don't really wanna talk, I don't even wanna speak

So I say I'm doing fine just to live another lie