reflection

Walking fast

I keep my head down low

So I don't see myself

In any store windows

I know nobody else would notice

How hard I'm trying just to cope with

Hiding all of me in plain sight

While I'm dying inside

I'm crawling in my skin

Since I was a kid it's been like this

I don't know what it is

All my bones and all my clothes don't fit

Lost all of my self affection

I've tried it all, but nothing's helping

Part of me wonders who I'd be

If I didn't hate my reflection

It's like my body

Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me

Changes and saying it don't want me

Waiting in the mirror for a sorry

I know nobody else would notice

How hard I'm trying just to cope with

Hiding all of me in plain sight

While I'm dying inside

I'm crawling in my skin

Since I was a kid it's been like this

I don't know what it is

All my bones and all my clothes don't fit

Lost all of my self affection

I've tried it all, but nothing's helping

Part of me wonders who I'd be

If I didn't hate my reflection

It's the death of me

The parts I hate are all I see

Will I always be an enemy to me?

I'm crawling in my skin

Since I was a kid it's been like this

I don't know what it is

Why's it like my bones and clothes don't fit?