Absence / Hills

I try not to mention

When you gave me direction

You saw green in every light

Speeding through the intersection

I see her when she isn't there

So it's hard not to stare

I'm on drugs the speakers blare

She told me she doesn't care

Soon as I could blink

You would go away to college

If what I feel isn't love

Then tell me what to call it

Do you feel out of place?

Do you feel lost?

'Cause when you walked away

My world stopped

You always told me

That I should be honest

You'll watch them planes taking off

I'll be on them

I've got some new friends

Out in California

I've got the same dreams

But I'll go beyond them

You always told me

That I should be honest

You'll watch them planes taking off

I'll be on them

I've got some new friends

Out in California

I've got the same dreams

But I'll go beyond them

I feel like Duwap Kaine

Way I never need no autotune

I feel like Tune these days

Singing 'bout a girl at 22

The way she break my heart

I take it on my chin

It's what I do

'Cause imma shooting star

And one day you gon' see just gotta prove 'cause

I'm a blast off rocket ship

Take off from the ground

Me and Lace and Boix and Shordy

Steady working on our sound

Writing poems about our problems

Hoping one day it gon' change

Making music in my bedroom

Near the sheets that you would lay

I'm feeling better now

Hate me in the past I know you did

I know I did you wrong

Can't take it back

You closed up like a lid

I said I'm sorry boo my only one

I promised I would quit

I know I lied to you

Can't hide the truth

A waste is what I've been

Now I'm just wasted all the time

With all my friends

It's how I live

My thoughts stay racing like I'm Earnhardt

Skirting left up by the bend

And if you ever saw me like this

You would run straight to the hills

You've got your own shit don't need mine too

Find yourself I know you will