Lost Who I Am

I just want to figure out what I've been losing

No no no

Think I lost it all

They say that I been living in a dream

But anything is better then this shit reality

I'm tired of people telling me exactly who to be

Cause they don't even know me

The only side of me they know is always been a phoney

Oh ooh

I don't know who I am becoming

Oh ooh

I guess I'm just lost

Lost who I am

Impersonate anyone I can

Even pain inside a can runs out

Wish I could run

It's hard to void everyone

Guess I lie until the sun goes down

Now I am away forever

And now I am away forever

What the fuck does it mean

When you lose everything

You been tryna collapse

Bitch I tryna pay of this thing

I been kicked and hit and kissed and pulled in every direction

But I miss my turn and now I'm worth people's affection

How the fuck would that go at all

I would rather lose it all

My father used to do this thing

He would drown in alcohol

Some times I think I'll do the same

And talk divorces in the wall

That don't exist at all

I just want to figure out what I've been losing

But my brain is too damn confusing

Think I lost it all

Lost who I am

Impersonate anyone I can

Even pain inside a can runs out

Wish I could run

It's hard to void everyone

Guess I lie until the sun goes down (ooh)

Now I am away forever

And now I am away forever