morphine & cigarettes

(It's really harder than I thought)

(It's really harder than I thought)

(It's our lovely reality)

(It's really harder than I thought)

It's really harder than I thought

Can't really live with these scars

Nothing's wrapped 'round these arms

Let the wave take me

Don't want control

That's why I pour a few glasses and break them

I need shards to step on

This shit is so retro

I don't need my phone

No-one is calling so this cave my home

Morphine and cigarettes, they make me nauseous

Don't wanna take them anymore, I feel exhausted

Sometimes love and chemicals act way too toxic

Enough to tear me down and put me six feet under

(Six feet under)

Hit the shovel on my back, dig my bones out

I never had the strength to take the rope down

So I'll just sit right here and keep staring at the wall

I've got gravel in my lungs

I'm sitting in my grave

This ain't the stuff that will get better if I just started to pray

Hands full of shrapnel 'cause I caught you the fucking grenade

I'm bleeding out but you don't give a fuck 'bout what I have to say

Morphine and cigarettes, they make me nauseous

Don't wanna take them anymore, I feel exhausted

Sometimes living can become so very toxic

They have to turn me down and put me six feet under

Morphine and cigarettes, they make me nauseous

Don't wanna take them anymore, I feel exhausted

Sometimes love and chemicals act way too toxic

Enough to tear me down and put me six feet under

I love the deadly

It's gonna end me

I love the deadly

It's gonna end me

Fucked up daily (Fucked up daily)

Took way too many (Way too many)

These drugs don't slay me (They don't slay me)

They kill me gently (Kill me gently)

I just cannot help it

I wish I could save it

Time, I always waste it

All hope simply faded