Mixed Emotions

Girl I don't need you don't need you don't need you

I want you gone so you can proceed too

But I still want you still want you still want you

Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new

Like she was shopping threw me in her cart

Had me confused straight from the start

She had her receipt took me back to the mart

I feel like simp-son just call me Bart

She left me cold like she took my jacket

I'm tired of tennis but still made a racket

That girl had some walls wouldn't let me crack em

Feels like I'm losing my mind I wish I could track him

Can't feel any love think I need a potion

Maybe it'll help get rid of these emotions

I hate when I'm on my phone and I see you

It makes me think I can't live without you

Yea can't live without you sounds kinda harsh

But I'm swimming through these mixed emotions in my brain just like a marsh

And with you gone I really just can't seem to get my grip

So I'm sitting here trying not to drown but said fuck it yo let's take a dip

Deep into my mind

What'll you find

Memories I wish I could rewind

Things I never said right at that time

Cuz I'm way to quiet like a mime

Keep my true feelings wrapped up in a bind

And just say bullshit like yeah I'm fine

I actually just started to feel okay

Because I thought you were here to stay

But you lied and you left so yeah I've enough

Shit was Crystal clear I saw right thru the bluff

And now I'm all alone again and it's big tough

Didn't think that we would end because of small stuff

Girl I don't need you don't need you don't need you

I want you gone so you can proceed too

But I still want you still want you still want you

Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new

Mixed emotions in my head that come from overthinking

While I bet you're out having fun partying and drinking

Your wave hit my boat and now that shits sinking

Wonder how many guys you text talkin bout linking

I just gotta try and stop and get you off my mind

Keep the memories short just like a vine

I've been at home wasting too much time

It's not the same thought that I would be fine

Yea She told me I'm too broken

To much damage in my head and so she just stopped hopin

Said I have too many dreams to chase like I'm sleep need to be awoken

Then she tried to tell me that she loves me bitch ur joking

(Stop, hold up)

I Don't wanna hear that

Everything I tried to do for you

You leaving yeah I feared that

I had way too much love for you

Your next man won't give near that

Dungeon in my head to get over you

I'm bout to clear that

Tell me why you couldn't see it?

Ya I'm out here chasing dreams

But I'm bout to achieve it

I feel like I'm Naruto

And you couldn't believe it

But once I'm on Hokage level

I know ur gonna grieve it

Girl I don't need you don't need you don't need you

I want you gone so you can proceed too

But I still want you still want you still want you

Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new

Like she was shopping threw me in her cart

Had me confused straight from the start

She had her receipt took me back to the mart

I feel like simp-son just call me Bart

She left me cold like she took my jacket

I'm tired of tennis but still made a racket

That girl had some walls wouldn't let me crack em

Feels like I'm losing my mind i wish i could track him