Kin to Me

Aye Maine I don't really trust people no more

People change

Turn they back on you

So I just stay to myself

Why they actin like they kin to me

Seen day 1's turn right into enemies

So I stay away from being friendly

Show love behind closed doors they envy

I swear they really envy

One day they gon feel me

Mind of a million this the real me

Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me

Gone be great so I let'em doubt it

Actions speak louder than words

Show'em that I'm bout it

Yeah it's really real

In that battlefield

I got some wounds from the past and I hope they heal

Come to me with they problems

But I am no doctor

Got no patients

Don't say when I'm hurtin'

Show no feelings

They think I'm faking

Cause they was laughing at me when I told them how I felt

Gave me motivation

Can't you see

I'm playing the hand that I was dealt

I know I'm up next

Imma keep stepping on they necks

Look'em in the eyes and tell'em to give me my respect

They ain't care about me

Keep my distance

Don't even come around

Thoughts controllin' my brain

If I had a gun I'd blow it out

I got on my knees and I prayed

Asked the lord to take this away this pain

Tired of these rainy days

Why they actin like they kin to me

Seen day 1's turn right into enemies

So I stay away from being friendly

Show love behind closed doors they envy

I swear they really envy

One day they gon feel me

Mind of a million this the real me

Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me

Gone be great so I let'em doubt it

Actions speak louder than words

Show'em that I'm bout it

Guess I had to change

I am not the same

Cope with the drugs help the anxiety and hide the pain

Turned off my humanity

Deep down it was a little remained

This life is not game

Won't let'em keep me tamed

You only get one shot

Got to make it to the top now

She only hit my phone cause she see that I'm hot now

Momma standing 9 to 5

Imma pay her back somehow

Ate cereal 3 times a day

I'm something like a cash cow

I been working since 13

Martin, I always had dream

When I call they let it ring

They don't know what loyalty mean

Kept the clip rollin' but I cut'em out this scene

One day they gon see me on that big screen

Why they actin like they kin to me

Seen day 1's turn right into enemies

So I stay away from being friendly

Show love behind closed doors they envy

I swear they really envy

One day they gon feel me

Mind of a million this the real me

Grinding so hard hope it don't kill me

Gone be great so I let'em doubt it

Actions speak louder than words

Show'em that I'm bout it