Lost Love

I hope you know what you had done to me

All these sleepless nights staying up it ain't no fun for me

Taking L after L will there ever be a dub for me

I hope eventually

They see me hurtin and don't ever show know sympathy

I know you know that I ain't doin to good mentally

But you still walk around all happy and that really gets to me

Honestly I don't know how you should react

But how you love me like you said

And you ain't feeling bad

How you love me like you said

And you ain't feelin sad

Physically away from you

Emotionally I'm still attached

They say better days comin

Well I wish they would

Saying I should smile more well I wish I could

But I'm starting to lose hope

Swear to God I'm getting close

But When they ask me how I'm feeling

I still say I'm good

Hey uhm I called because I can't stop thinking about you

And I feel bad about how things went down

Between us

Yeah yeah I know it's been a while

But I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry

I love you and I know you don't want to hear that from me

But it's true

Call me back please

Now let me tell you after hearing that

It took like everything inside of me

To kill the urge to call u back

I ain't stop loving you I never did

That's why I ain't pick up the phone

Cause I was scared I'd let us try again

And that right there I couldn't follow

Cause you would tell me sorry now

But then you'd go and break my heart tomorrow

I guess my love you only borrowed

You left me sitting here alone with all this pain

And all this sorrow

And mane I thought that we had had a deal

You said as long as I had cared for you

And loved you you would keep it real

But you don't really care bout how I feel

They say it takes time for me to heal

But where did all the time go

Yeah where did all the time go