My Side

Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first

You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt

Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse

Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed

Before you judge me, let me tell you my side first

Let me tell you my side

Tell you my side first

Before you judge me

Let me tell you my side first

Let me tell you my side

Tell you my side first

Okay 6 in da morning, like bae we got to get out the bed

Alarm going off, son need his meds

But it is what it is, fuck it, it is what it is

Just another day thugging with the kids

6am give him his meds, go back to bed

Ima get back up at 8, make sure my baby straight

9 o clock I look at the camera I couldn't even see his face

He was laying on his ribs, I ran in the room I ain't no what to say

I seen some shit I'll never forget, I'm not okay

And these bitches wanna play with a nigga but ion wanna play

Everybody know I love all of my kids like I love Zai

Got me back taking Xanax again, don't wanna be awake uhhh

When I say everybody know I love all of my kids like I love Zai

Zai my first born, everybody know how hard I go for him

That's how hard I go for all of em though

Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first

You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt

Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse

Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed

Before you judge me, let me tell you my side first

Let me tell you my side

Tell you my side first

Before you judge me

Let me tell you my side first

Let me tell you my side

Tell you my side first

Uh huhhhh

You throwing dirt up on my name, but that shit didn't work

Kicked me so many times when I was down, I bet yo foot hurt

Why everytime you come around you got a lil smurk

Because you don't wanna see me, swear you don't wanna see me happy

You don't wanna see me smile

I had just got out of prison had to change my life around

For my lil son you know I did it, do anything for my lil child

And bitch you need to throw in the towel

You on the internet acting foul, and you know how you get down

Your actions ain't matching the shit that you saying to me

The state took the kids & gave em to daddy to go play in the beach

You the one that rather be outside & go play in the streets

How the fuck you got a baby sitter every day of the week

(No Cap)

Because you let your granny watch em

Got me in St. Louis teaching this boy about helicopters

(St. Louis children)

And even though he couldn't walk he rode a helicopter

Because he went through neglect

Lil bitch you got me fucked up

Know you mad because my bitch bad and she so stuck up

Get in my bag, when I get that bag, gone pick that truck up

I'm talking cyber truck, ima wrap that bitch white

And call that bitch Dark, because that shit sound right

I'm Different

Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first

You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt

Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse

Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed