Astral

Another day I lie awake

Another way the same mistake

I'm losing you I'm losing me

Inside my heart inside my brain

I was only 17 now I'm lost and I can't see

All the memories they're burning up inside of me

Man I don't know where to go what to do what to say

I can't run from this pain feeling tired everyday

Feelings I keep locked away

I can't break them out their cage

Cause I'm scared of what you'll say

I wish I could run away

Leave this town fade away

My head got me trapped again

Now I know I can't escape

Looks like I'll stay another day

Another day I lie awake

Another way the same mistake

I'm losing you I'm losing me

Inside my heart inside my brain

Just a kid this system was taking

Writing songs about my health I'm decaying

Thought it would get better now I've turned 18

Still make mistakes I think it's routine

All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable

Try to fall asleep but I'm unable

People text my phone like they're my label

Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again

I'm losing you I miss all my friends

Honestly I'm lost again

I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

Yeah, yeah

The world is burning out

And I lay wide awake

I lay wide awake

Baby I lay wide awake

Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane

Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away

This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open

I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions

I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.

Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet

Say what you mean

Baby do what you got to

I made the choice so

If you need me girl I got you

Tell me what you need

We going anywhere you want to

We thought we was living free before

The futures gonna shock you