It Was the First Time I Remembered a Saturday Night I Forgot About

Lost in suspicion

Mangled cognition

You look and—

See exactly—

What did? you find?

I must be blind

Embarrassed? defined?

A shame that—

Binds

What i'd give to

Get through to you

Decay in dismay

Shame to see the right way

You look and—

See exactly—

What would? you find?

I must be blind

By admission? defied?

A shame that binds

Comfort in

Reckoning

Colloquy

Obsolete

Silencing, just and clean

Infested, obsessed

At rest, at best

Childhood lies and fantasies

Again for the first time

Bittersweet

Childhood lies and memories

Again for the first time

Bittersweet