daydream

Daydream my way through university

Crystal ball doesn't seem so sure on me

I can't say I disagree

I lean in, try to kiss you on the cheek

You say, "Things aren't how they used to be"

I can't say I disagree

I will carry this pain for the rest of my days, rest of my days

Aware of a need for change, I will stay in my way

Stay in my way

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I keep my mouth shut when I wanna speak

I'm told that isn't how it has to be

I can't say I disagree

It's just hard when I don't know what I want

A mental breakdown in a restaurant

I scream, "How will I know if I've been scrubbed clean

Of everything when I go to sleep?"

Then you say I've got to calm down

This is the third time this happened in this week

So I will carry this pain in the back of my brain, back of my brain

Coming to terms with the fact that what I love will drive me insane

And that's okay