Am I the Only One

Am I the only one who asks his love

If what I did was wrong when I was younger?

Am I the narcissist who needs

The focus racked to all my pain and my discomfort?

Am I escapist or a sadist?

Can you save me?

Can you help me find where I am good?

Sitting up late in bed, self-hate and shame

Wanting to be dead, wanting to grow another body

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Wanted to write about the bad men

That I've known throughout my life

But I'll be honest

I have to look within my heart

And grieve the things that I have done

To find forgiveness and some love

I am the good man that my wife says that I am

But I have also been so awful

Absolution never came, so I find a way

To integrate the demons in my soul

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Am I the only one who asks?

Am I the only one who asks?

"Can I reconcile my past?"

Am I the only one who asks?

Am I the only one who asks?

Am I the only one who asks

"Can I reconcile my past?"

Am I the only one who asks?

Here I am

Here I am, before you

Here I am

Here I am, at last

Here I am

Here I am, before you

Here I am

Here I am, at last