elisa

It's hard to keep a smile as she beating on my heart

Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark

I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms

At least I can stop myself from doing self-harm

You say you saw me as a friend so you can be with my friend

I would only wake up so we had more time to spend

You were all I had but you made our shit end

Now you won't even bother to read the texts I send

It's hard to keep a smile as she beating on my heart

Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark

I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms

I cry, I wanna die

Laying in my bed with some pills on the side

I can't sleep at night

Can't stop thinking of you just through the trick of the time

I cry, I feel better when I'm high

But for no one to see me

I just run away and hide

I hide, I wanna hide

I wanna hide

I wanna hide