maybe next time

Said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said

You can't forgive me I'll just lay awake at night in bed

I can't forgive myself I'm so far in my head

I'm just hoping that I don't lose myself again

Maybe next time I'll see the things I couldn't see

Maybe next time it'll be more than a memory

We all have the chance to be something better

And I've come to terms that I can't forget her

I remember the night we met

I remember exactly the way I felt

I swear I've loved you right from the start

You were my everything, I'm sorry that I broke your heart

I see it now when I think back, you truly cared for me and I didn't know how to act

But now it's over and you're gone

I'm nothing special anyway it's easy to move on

Life ain't fair now

You're not here now

Said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said

You can't forgive me I'll just lay awake at night in bed

I can't forgive myself I'm so far in my head

I'm just hoping that I don't lose myself again

Maybe next time I'll see the things I couldn't see

Maybe next time it'll be more than a memory

We all have the chance to be something better

And I've come to terms that I can't forget her

I didn't wanna believe

It would end up like this

Now you got my mind running endlessly

I know you don't care about anything

I feel like I don't belong

Nobody would notice if I was gone

Remember when you said to me

"I'll be by your side through everything"?

What happened to "everything"?