Someday

Some nights it really gets to me

and this right now is killing me

Unsure as forever

With eyes so wide

It's as clear as day

A wavering frightened glance

Promise not to cry

One tear's released the flood

Sorrow blinks to brightness of day

Be strong

I faked a smile

that crumbled

under Sunday morning's sky

Apologize

10, 000 times

for days run over forever

in my mind

But middle ground has given way

and where to step is now

what I face

No one to have

No hand to hold

I suppress my position

as a means to silence the truth

Tormented by my every undying devotion to you

I cry terrified the truth will never calm

But for now if I can just push on and forget

all will be alright