Feel Alive

They want to talk to me now

I was never one that could fit into a crowd

Don't know why I've let them hold me down

Don't know why I'm fucked up in a head but I'll figure it out

It looks like I'm living a life

But I'm just getting by

Posting highlights of our lives

Searching for love that I'll never find

Know that one day we all gonna die

And that most people living a lie

So right now, right now, I wanna feel alive

We judge off the car you drive

Or if you're in the magazines

This generation is so crude

Won't see me dancing around like a meme

Like a lot of you NPCs

Tell my story through mp3s

Putting on for my family

Spending too much, grandma, pray for me

Yeah, they always worried if I'm alright

Told my mama that I gotta leave my mark in this life

So I'm traveling around the world so I

Could be known when I die

But they don't see the fight

Behind the scenes, I'm dying

It looks like I'm living a life

But I'm just getting by

Posting highlights of our lives

Searching for love that I'll never find

Know that one day we all gonna die

And that most people living a lie

So right now, right now, I wanna feel alive

It looks like I'm living a life

But I'm just getting by

Posting highlights of our lives

Searching for love that I'll never find

Know that one day we all gonna die

And that most people living a lie

So right now, right now, I wanna feel alive