emotionally invested

Drew the line, then I pulled you in

I've been lying straight face right to my friends

They would kill me if they knew what we've been doing

And honestly, what we've been doing, so confusing

Keep it casual when we speak now

But I feel like a fraud because I know deep down

I wish we could pick up where we left it

And honestly, I don't know what I was expecting

Said that I could be your friend, but it's

Getting harder to pretend when

You're the one I used to lay in bed with

Now I'm the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but

You're still living in my mind and

I'm the one paying consequences

Romantically detached but emotionally invested

Hate to say this, but I'll admit

I've written songs before, hoping that you'd listen

Hate that you've got all this power over my thoughts

Say that I don't care until the second you call

Said that I could be your friend, but it's

Getting harder to pretend when

You're the one I used to lay in bed with

Now I'm the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but

You're still living in my mind and

I'm the one paying consequences

Romantically detached but emotionally invested

And I keep tryna play it down

But I can't even fool myself

It's killing me to live without you

Live without you now

And I keep tryna play it down

I'm still not over you somehow

It's killing me to live without you

Live without you now

Said that I could be your friend, but it's

Getting harder to pretend when

You're the one I used to lay in bed with

Now I'm the one crying every time that you exit

Said that we could still be fine, but

You're still living in my mind and

I'm the one paying consequences

Romantically detached but emotionally invested