inside my grave

I don't think that I'mma ever be okay

I don't think I'll ever love someone the same

Wanna tell you how I feel but it's too late

I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave

Wait

I don't think that I'm okay

I don't think I'll ever love someone the same way

Really wish that you had stayed

I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave

Shovel deep beneath the mud that you had made

All the love, god can't believe you let it fade

I fucking do it all to put a smile on your face

People wanna talk but girl what do they say?

They talk about your eyes, are they blue, are they gray?

I keep a thousand crumpled notes under my bed and pray

One day you will talk to me the way you did in may

Guess I'll shut the fuck up, smash my phone and say, "okay :)"

Point a gun at me my love and let it spray

Ak47 barrel hit me in my brain

Barrett 50 cal, glock straight to the face

That's the way it feels when you say "okay, okay

Think I've had enough, I should've told you yesterday

But I found another boy, yeah I found another bae"

Well golly, golly gosh, baby girl what a day

Nearly killed myself and killed you too

What'd you want me to say?

I don't think that I'mma ever be okay

I don't think I'll ever love someone the same

Wanna tell you how I feel but it's too late

I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave

Wait

I don't think that I'm okay

I don't think I'll ever love someone the same way

Really wish that you had stayed

I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave