Vanquished

I wish I was a better man

Always a step behind despite doing the best I can

But I swear I'll learn to love myself

Not with yours or anyone else's fucking help

I know I've lost myself too many times

Made mistakes more often than not

I will overcome these feelings that I have

Vanquish the dark thoughts that drive me mad

Don't stand in my way, no words left to say

I have nothing left to lose and everything to fucking prove

I won't let this be the death of who I am

No one can stop who I will become

I'll leave the past and everything I've fucking done

Say what you will but this won't be the end

I'll move forward, never look back again

Letting go of everything that holds me back

Holds me back

I'm taking steps towards my redemption

Clearing this sick head of all assumptions

You won't see me fucking fail

The world isn't so cut and dry

When alone, the thoughts come rushing in

A future of uncertainty

What will it hold?

I have the heart and I have the will

I must break the mold, break the mold

No one can stop who I will become

I'll leave the past and everything I've fucking done

Say what you will but this won't be the end

I'll move forward, never look back again

Never look back again

Never look back again

No one can stop me, I will move on

I will fucking vanquish

All of the dark in this life of hell

I will leave my mark for better or worse

Watch as I shake this fucking curse

I will vanquish all the dark, all the dark

Watch as I shake this fucking curse