Backseat

And I think it was

Last week

Shoving ten of my friends in the backseat

We were way too drunk, call a taxi

Last week

Can't remember a thing

Everyday of the week I was sleeping till' three

Last week

Everybody was looking right past me

All my friends outside look so happy

It's just killing me

Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be

Last week

Everybody was looking right past me

All my friends outside look so happy

It's just killing me

Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be

Last week

Everybody was looking right past me

All my friends outside look so happy

It's just killing me

Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be

I don't think you know how I feel

None of this shit feel real

If you're gonna take the shot, shoot to kill

I don't think my wounds are ever gonna heal

Crammed in the backseat driving to an unknown destination

I don't know if you're really my friend or are you faking

Looking for my soul, look for my heart, but the spot vacant

Protect myself with all the actions I'm taking

One, two, three, four, five

I down another pill I hope don't come out this alive

I'm living inside a fantasy, I'm living inside a lie

Singing into my mic to get all of this shit off my mind

Don't kiss or tell, I will never tell a lie

Living in hell, I just hope I survive

Trying my hardest, just know that I always try

Struggling, fighting myself, I fight every night

One pill, two pill, I might take another

Bloods gon' spill, dripping all over the covers

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be discovered

Took a long time, but I'm starting to recover

Say that you would help me out but now you're nowhere to be seen

Tryna be the nicest that I can but everybody mean

Said that you were worth something but now you're worth nothing to me

Don't even seem like you are my friend, you are an enemy