pathetic

The veins in my skin pop out when I'm warm

I handle a blade and point to my arm

Oh, she'd be upset if I put it through

I'll put it away but only for you

Well this time you won, you proud of yourself

I put us down, no need to be held

I've suffered too long in my mental state

I'm harming myself, does it look like I'm okay?

I said you were right

And I'm sorry, just know I'm not bright

Or the smartest, keep beating my eyes

'Til they're blue and to where I can't see

Now they're swollen, I'm blind in my view

And now everyday feel like I lose

But I'm trying to cope without you

And it's hard, oh baby it's hard

So wish mе your luck and your regards

♪

It drips from my forearm to my shirt

Watching the blood fall is thе worst

Ignore all of your calls 'cause I've learned

I made it a full year without her

I listen to nonsense on a basis

It's all in my head and it's my favorite

I kept them around for entertainment

I choose to stay private and faceless

Don't text me

Don't call me

I've witness autopsy

Don't come home

I won't be here

I left so it's sincere

A lot's on my mind

Like my future and maybe a wife

And I wonder if music's my prize

It's the only thing going for me

Been a week since I've gone outside

I'm pathetic it sums up my life

Forgot her and God, it's about time

And something that I can't help but think

If you're disappointed in me

♪

Tell me what you find

Deep inside her eyes

'Cause she used to be kind

Until she lost her mind'

Blade in the basement

I'm high but I'm anxious

I'm snapping back the hat when I am next in the rotation

Thought I found myself but I'm in dissociation

Love being alone but I don't fuck with isolation

Quarter ounce

Pack it up and take me out

You said I'd be better now

But all I got are pills around

Where the fuck you've been at?

(Where the fuck you've been at?)

You left your nail marks on my back

(You left your nail marks on my back)

Now I'm going too fast

(Going too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast)

But I can't help but think about the past

I just smoked what was left in the bag

(I just smoked what's left, I just smoked what's left)

And I really don't mind if I crash

(I just smoked what's left)