the war III

Resting my eyes, wonder if this is a dream

Barely get by, drips of blood stain through my fleece

Stumbled across some stones near the creek

Stopping, I pause and hear the angels sing

Gasping breaths of air, vision narrow and it's blurred

Stop telling me to calm down, that only makes it worse

Sharpen, I got claws, now cutting through my shirt

This is not the end, just know soon I will return

Watching people die, I cannot look or see

Covering my eyes, I hear the distant screams

Plugging both my ears but the sound bleeds

Crying more tears than it is raining

Throw it all away, could tell you didn't care

Is that all you got? Love when it ain't fair

Move me out and crop the picture, never there

People love to talk but never wanna square

Tell me what you want, baby, tell me what you need

Going through it all, everything is out of reach

Engaging in a fight, everyone is scared of me

They will never know, deep down I'm only weak

Please just hear me out, can you promise me one thing?

I can never win if you promise you'll never leave

Baby, I'm alone, does life have any means?

Falling through the cracks and slipping right through the seams

Stepping on the gas, quarter of a tank

I gotta ways to go but I know I have the strength

Not in crowds or packs, two if even that

I fight all by myself, capable of what I have

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Go in pissed off risking my life

Stranded, panic tracking the time

Dangerous hatred, kill and divide

This is not what I had implied

Bleeding out, mission abort

Loose ties, cutting the cords

Stable, carry support

No, I don't care if this all distorts

Contradicting yourself, you make no sense

I try to get me to talk but I'm so dense

Shoot my thoughts at the floor and think again

My depression is war, a chain of events

You made a mistake of losing this

Now I feel unworthy of so many things

I continue to grow, thanks to a screen

And continue to fly feeling free

Trusting my gut made the right choice

When is it time to stop feeling destroyed

Bottom of the ocean, fell into a void

I kinda like it here, no sign of any noise

Fighting for my life, this is the war III

Letting go of souls who were so close to me

Aching won't stop my heart from leaving

Charging with no hope but I have to believe

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Believe

Believe

Believe, oh

I need to believe