Must Be Nice!

I could float from lover to lover like you do

If I wanted to

I could spend my nights blacked out like you do

If I wanted to

Run from my problems, leave in the morning

Get my fix on love bombing

Come without warning, never a sure thing

Yeah, I could do it too

Must be nice to be checked out of your body

Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody

I don't even know how to be numb

And you don't even know how to be in love

And it must be nice, must be nice

I wanna taste a life that's disposable

Where people come and people go

There's a part of me that wants to know

What it's like to have that kind of control

But I can't help but wonder, is forever a moment?

My heart stays open while the door is closing

I wish I could do it too

Wish I could be like you

Must be nice to be checked out of your body

Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody

I don't even know how to be numb

And you don't even know how to be in love

And it must be nice, must be nice

Must be nice to be living a lie

To be dead inside, to be constantly high

Love your disguise, yeah, it must be nice to never cry

Do your lines in the bathroom at the dive

Cold as ice, roll the dice

It must be nice, it must be nice

Must be nice to be cold as ice

Must be nice to be checked out of your body

Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody

I don't even know how to be numb

And you don't even know how to be in love

And it must be nice, must be nice

Must be nice to be living a lie

To be dead inside, to be constantly high

Love your disguise, yeah, it must be nice to never cry

Do your lines in the bathroom at the dive