Still In Love With My Ex

Ex, ex ex, ex

I never thought that we would break up for the better

Should've never made the promises to each other

So many things I should've said that you didn't know

Comin' in from a past with a heavy load

But I knew that you were a good man

Gave me love, you were faithful, it showed on my hand

I know the questions in your mind you don't understand

Through the words of this song, I wanna answer them

Honesty, check, conversation, check

A shoulder I can lean on anytime I'm feelin' stressed, check

Good lovin', yes, the perfect soldier, yes

Was about to say 'I do' when I know it wasn't meant, so I

Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out

And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts

Think I found the answer and I know I must confess

I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you

And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you

I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next

I'm still in love with my ex

Every moment that I stayed, I dug a deeper hole

I was with you but my heart wouldn't let him go

All my family told me, "Kelly, he's the one for you"

I know your family loved me and I love them too

I'm so sorry for the pain that I put you through

But you shouldn't have to suffer 'cause I'm confused

So much for lookin' forward to future plans

Lost the love of my life and I lost a friend

Good to me, yes, security, yes

You were all the things I wanted, I'm checkin' everythin', check, check

You were comfortin', yes, romantic man, yes

How could I have said 'I do' when I knew it wasn't meant, so I

Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out

Thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts

Think I found the answer and I know I must confess

I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you

And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you

I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next

I'm still in love with my ex

Silence, I've gotta own this

I've gotta own this game

I can't believe I'm sayin' this

Sayin' sorry is the hardest part

Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out

And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts

Think I found the answer and I know I must confess

I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you

And in my heart, I know that I gotta tell you

I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next

I'm still in love with my ex

Search in my mind tryin' to figure it out

And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts

Think I found the answer and I know I must confess

I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you

And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you

I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next

I'm still in love with my ex