premonition

Wonder what it is she wanted from me and I

Cannot keep my focus on anything I like

Let alone love, I can see you've had enough

I've been low enough, wonder why your never showing up

Know I don't got it in me to fucking start this again

Keep you at an arm's length, need to get as far away

From all this shit yea, I'd run if I can

My legs are breaking under me

Wanna feel again

Slowly start to realize I deserve this

And I can't hold you when those curtains close

Say goodbye but it feels like you rehearsed it

Stage lights burning, don't know what i'm nervous for

Your closing every door, shake me to my core

I got a feeling that your bored

Can't stop thinking my head sore

And I been here before, blood on the floor

It's not mine

Ask how i'm doing you know that i'm lying

Say i'm fine

I'm fine

Feel the blood dripping down your spine

Swear that i'm fine

Seeing you like salt in my wounds but i'm alright

Body on ice, you don't live twice

And I

Know your fucking lying when you say you don't care now

Hurts worse than you think

But still i'm feeling it out

It's been a minute since I really fuckin saw you

Wanna fuckin call you

But I know it's already done

Know I don't got it in me to fucking start this again

Keep you at an arm's length, need to get as far away

From all this shit yea, I'd run if I can

My legs are breaking under me

Wanna feel again

Slowly start to realize I deserve this

And I can't hold you when those curtains close

Say goodbye but it feels like you rehearsed it

Stage lights burning, don't know what i'm nervous for

Your closing every door, shake me to my core

I got a feeling that your bored

Can't stop thinking my head sore

And I been here before, blood on the floor

It's not mine

Ask how i'm doing you know that i'm lying

Say i'm fine

I'm fine

Feel the blood dripping down your spine

Swear that i'm fine

Seeing you like salt in my wounds but i'm alright

Body on ice, you don't live twice