Nosedive

Most nights

I'm feeling like i'm out of body

Stone sober still not feeling all me

Tailspin nosedive

Falling to the ground

Everybody is watching me now

No hands out

Can't take your eyes off this disaster

How could i stand myself

Hereafter

Lying in my own mess

Feeling so useless

You make me useless

There's no cure for this

I can't stand this side of me

I'm listening to my heart pound

Can I change the bet

Or lose it entirely

The rules were up against me from the start

I could take more-

No i can't really take more

I could change things

But you know it's the same

Riddled with doubt

I'd sit this one out if I could

God knows that i should cause i can't keep my head on straight

Most nights

I'm feeling like i'm out of body

Stone sober still not feeling all me

Tailspin nosedive

Falling to the ground

Everybody is watching me now

No hands out

Can't take your eyes off this disaster

How could i stand myself

Hereafter

Lying in my own mess

Feeling so useless

You make me useless

Would you do me a favor and leave me right here

Laying out on the highway covered in tears

I don't know what I need but I need it alone

I don't know who I need but I'm sick of this show

Just go

Most nights

I'm feeling like i'm out of body

Stone sober still not feeling all me

Tailspin nosedive

Falling to the ground

Everybody is watching me now

No hands out

Can't take your eyes off this disaster

How could i stand myself

Hereafter

Lying in my own mess

Feeling so useless

You make me useless

Most nights

I'm feeling like i'm out of body