Hunting Season

Patience is a virtue

But heaven isn't for someone like me

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And I would only hurt you

Standing on your shoulders in the deep

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It's hunting season, always all or nothing

My legs are so tired, how is anybody running?

Why the hell am I so devoid of any meaning?

What is living for if you don't know what to believe in?

It's been so hard for so long

It's been so hard for so long

Where did I go so damn wrong?

It's been so hard

The forest has a fire

But all it ever seems to do is rain (All it ever seems to do is rain)

And I wish I was lighter

So you would never have to hold my weight (You would never have to hold my weight)

It's hunting season, heading into winter

Running from the gun, but it's my hand on the trigger

Why the hell am I so afraid of going deeper?

I blame everybody but the person in the mirror

It's been so hard for so long

It's been so hard for so long

Where did I go so damn wrong?

It's been so hard

I'm scared I'll always be this way

That people will not want to stay

That I'll wake up forever hoping

I just make it through the day

That I'll make myself smaller to fit

Someone else's version

That I'll lay down on my deathbed

An unhappy fucking person

It's hunting season, I don't have a weapon

I am at your mercy, I was just a freshman

Why the hell am I somewhere in between the crossfire?

I say that I'm fine, I have become such a good liar