Kintsugi

When it breaks what piece am I left with?

Then days start to bleed the same

I can barely hold on to anyone or anything

When it always breaks (when it always breaks)

I guess that this is how it goes

Begged for hell until it gave me home

I think that I should stay right here

To find some comfort of my own (of my own)

I'm always spiraling out of control

The weight was too much for me

That's why I'm alone

Paranoid, I'll ruin anything that ever grows (ever grows)

I just needed somewhere to go

Until I questioned every answer unknown

I just needed some space to breathe

Until my lungs collapsed on me

When it breaks what piece am I left with?

The days start to bleed the same

I can barely hold on to anyone or anything

When it always breaks

It's like a bullet to the chest

Carved out a place for my heart to rest

But it went numb instead

It's like a bullet to the brain

Scattered my thoughts across the walls

Painting the floor with every memory

With every memory

I just needed somewhere to go

Until I questioned every answer unknown

I just needed some space to breathe

Until my lungs collapsed on me

When it breaks what piece am I left with?

The days start to bleed the same

I can barely hold on to anyone or anything

When it always breaks

What piece am I left with?

The days start to bleed the same

I can barely hold on to anyone or anything

When it always breaks