Counting Sheep

Broken homes and broken bones

When you yell all I hear is dial tones

Not alone as I sleep I can feel you

Plotting my demise as your blood flows in mine

You want to make me feel

Like how he made you feel

Maybe if you see your pain reflected in me

You think you might begin to heal

Have you lost your mind

Or gone too far this time

When you're in that place you block it all out

Like nothing else matters

There's no going back

Now that you left your mark

You can lie but you can't deny my scars

Well enough is enough

What could I have done

Killing me killing me

Placing all your hate in me

I don't want to

Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right

Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind

Eyes wide

What's another sleepless night

Mouth dry

Giving up never felt so right

I stare at the ceiling

I dwell in my mind

I've been here before

Time after time

You're what I left behind

Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right

Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind

And now tell me am I all alone with nothing left

Oh no

Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

I was just a kid I was a kid

What could I have possibly done to deserve this

Beat them down

Is that your answer for everything

Trade your heart and your family

To save yourself an apology

You're just a worthless piece of

Beat them down

You should bruise them or batter

Or choke the life out of them

How you inflict doesn't matter

Because that's how you made me me

Wake up tell me I'm wrong even if you know I'm right

Stay here laying in bed decomposing in my mind

And now tell me am I all alone with nothing left

Oh no

Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep