Sinister

Every time I turn back to pretend I misheard the lie

I see that crooked smile in the corner of my blinded eyes

What was I thinking when this ignorant tyrant type of speaking

Seemed to be enough to deliberately stop my damn instincts

Yet it consumes me

Pursues me

Endearing

How can I stop it

Avoid it

Control it

When the sirens ring and distance is calling

Calling calling

I see myself burning

Burning burning

The misery peaks I fade away

What's the foundation for your so called wisdom

I cannot dig deep enough

Since the panic of exposure

Makes the soil concrete hard

Why was I daring to ask

Eternal silence will last

I tried to embrace the quiet

But it felt so fucking violent

Where the glances once used to meet

Is now a distance that I cannot reach

And yet it consumes me

Pursues me

Endearing

How can I stop it

Avoid it

Control it

When the sirens ring and distance is calling

Calling calling

I see myself burning

Burning burning

The misery peaks I fade away

There is a barrier that no one of us wants to climb

And still we get the taste of this bittersweet defiance

I cannot stand this silence

Now it's time to deny it

♪

I can't take it

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The sirens ring and distance is calling

Sometimes it might be best to ignore it

And stand the fuck up for yourself

Get this shit out of your damn head

When the sirens ring and distance is calling

I back out and see myself burning

Burning burning

The misery peaks I fade away

The sirens ring

The distance is calling

Calling calling

I see myself burning

Burning burning

The misery peaks I fade away